Life has been strangely quiet for the past month. Its okay, exams are coming..... not?
I think I am not giving reasons this time. In fact, I haven't been reasoning proper for quite a while. The only thing that keeps me going is the next lab project, after the previous lab project. In the stillness of Sundays a fleeting wonder crosses whether all these day-to-day pursuits are actually meaningful in light of lent. There is a certain limit to a self-denial of indulgence, yet on the other side of the spectrum its seemingly more like a self-denial to all other aspects of life- to the point of neglecting family and friends.
There will be a lot of unfinished business to settle when this semester ends. I don't really forget things, even though I may sometimes repress them to near-oblivion. People, please be patient with me- even though I may seem like a complete insensitive prick for the time being. In the meantime I guess it's only right to try to even out the rest of lent more appropriately; and instead of complaining, try to appreciate the good that is in others around me despite their too-heavy schedules.
Come lets journey this last stretch of road- to exams, to excellence, and ultimately to easter. Lets rock.
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